I'm awake all night staring in this void darkness. Uncertain why I have to feel this way. Trying to make myself numb so I won't feel the pain. Unfortunately your presence is so strong that I can't help but give in
If turning back time is an option then I would have turned away. So I don't have to stare at you and hurt myself. There can never be us, and that is a sacrifice I need to make. What have I done that this is the price I need to pay?
I questioned fate in leading me back to you. We shouldn't have crossed our paths then I would be at peace. Forgetting you I have already achieved. Can I pretend that losing you this time is just okay?
I'll continue to stare in this darkness hoping for a brand new day. Where my mind is disabled and my heart is blind. I'd rather dwell in fantasy, rather than endure the pain of reality.