fear of something

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but it’s real and you know it too

and he hid himself for fear of something

that’s gone now not that fear is completely faded

but it has faded others remain jaded

he will prove to himself

do you know it’s real and you don’t have to read on

but you are and he’s got you

luring you in keep reading and you do

stop now you don’t have to continue

but you do and he thanks you

what’s real and what’s not and what about moments

caught between months of comfort

is that pure luck he doesn’t think so

how could he ask the flower why it was planted

here and now reading words who inspired

do you know that maybe not

anyway continuing now is mission impossible

will you let it continue or clear the air

he sits daily and empties his head like Jack

he’s no longer here but you know this

and still you read as if he put it all down in words

he needs your help is his hand a useless tool

transmitting useless thoughts into forgotten pages

everyone’s got better things to do

and so does he but he knows it’s real

and his mind won’t stop

he won’t even tell you anymore

in fact he will walk away if he has to

but you keep reading

so you are running just to get to the end

skimming hoping to remember something

no test no one is going to quiz you

you can’t fail he is completely flexible

knocks himself into asana daily despite destructive smoke

he is real right here regardless

and there are no nights when someone would

have to remind him what happened

he recalls it all despite the altitude reached

second floor summer night endless time

boundless thoughts outstretched where he has slept

two years discomfort dispelled

and it’s real regardless of where you are in your mind

just a reminder stop anytime no need to continue reading

it would be a shame to think you may have drifted

to something more interesting by now

sitting in the warmth of the setting sun

this will get him to tomorrow

it will still be real tomorrow

and if you are convinced it is a non-reality he exists in

and it is not real then he wasted your time with all these words

but you kept reading until the end…