Tina eyed her first crush on the guy next door to her boarding house
when she was still in HighSchool.The good looking guy is Ram, and he has caught so much attention from those girls around. While Tina was enrolled in a private school exclusively for girls, Ram attended a public school, but it was nor problem at all. During weekends, they just stay at home learning together to strum the guitar while singing their favorite songs. Ram cares so much of Tina, but Tina doesnt mind it coz they are still very young. When she finished high school, Ram started to send love notes, roses and chocolates for her.
It wasnt hard for Ram to win Tina's heart. While Tina goes to college regularly, Ram is on and off for school because he is a working student. Sometimes, he has to stop in favor of his family until one day he was able to land a job in one of a good company.Tina was so happy for him, infact when she celebrated her birthday Ram treated her to a very cozy restaurant. Both of them enjoy their time of being together. And made a promise that since both of them are busy with their work and studies, they have agreed to meet only if they have enough time. They made a promise that after graduating from college they have to bind each others love.Their relationship was full of love, sincerity, and hopes that one day their world will become one.Inspite that Tina has several guys around trying to win her heart, she tries to ignore them.
She was truly in love with Ram. Ram is her inspiration. Ram was her first date, first kiss and first love.
Years passed, and 3 months before graduation he called to meet Ram. She was so excited to meet Ram this time. Everything is now ready for her upcoming graduation....she made it without any failures.
Sunday. They decided to attend the church service at 9AM. One, two, three hours passed and still no Ram came up. The service has ended now. She decided to go home, upset yet worried. She called Ram, but no answer. She now feels like a hell, until she sleep with anger in her heart.
Monday. Still no word from him. At around 8PM, she was going home alone when she came across the best cousin of Ram. She was delighted to see him."Good evening Tina." How are you"..t'was his first greeting. "I'm fine, but was upset with your cousin coz he didn't show up yesterday"....
That's the reason why im here. Have to explain to you what happen. He cant be with you from now on because he was already engage to a certain girl.It was like a bomb to Tina's ears. She didn't know what to say, what to do....all she does was to lock her door and cried out so much. Tears was like an ocean.For many days and night she was grieving. Her heart was torn into bits and pieces.It feels like an end for her dreams and her life.It seems her small world was run out of colors, no more music to her ears.....tears that have flowed out seems to washed out all her happiness that nothing has been left but hatred.
She ended up to the church....but never question the Lord for what happen.But was asking for some graces and blessings that one day Ram will realize how much love she has for him. Her first sweet first love that turns to a bitter memories until now.