How i lost my virginity --- A true story

How i lost my virginity --- A true story

Reedley : CA : USA | Nov 23, 2010 at 10:16 PM PST
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I was 7 years old when my parents divorced, I'm with my mom until 14 but managed to live alone when im 15 in a 10 storywest tower comdominium. I am still supported by my parents the allowance they give me is just right for school and food, so sometimes i work part time job as waitress. Living alone is not a big deal to me, at first i'm so excited being free but as time goes by the more sadness i feel in my life. Now the past is torturing me more that i could imagine.

--I was a cheerful and friendly person before, but when i reached teen level, my life started being miserable, in my middle school i'm always with the group who are the trouble-makers, i did even try smoking and had been drinking a lot and tried some dangerous drugs. I didn't know what my mom thinks at that time, she send me to my dad-who's taking a vacation with his wife in kingdom of sadudi arabia.There, i was really bored 'cuz it is close country so i stayed indoors.2 months had past i recieved an email from a friend, and i saw a pictures of my boyfriend and another girl kissing. Pain is so much that i tried to kill myself, but didn't work.I had lose my virginity and this is what he's goin to pay me.

I was in agony for 3 months, but i thought that it would give me no good if i continue this reminiscing.

So i tried to be a different person from who i am last year, and i decided to live alone--

West tower condominium is 10 story building, i'm in 9th. I decided to go to reedley highschool, there were only 30 girls in the whole school. Reedley turned coed exactly when i just decided to go.

My freshman & sophomore yr in Reedley was kinda cool at the same time boring but fun.There were a few friends i have. There were a few guys invited me but i have no interest in them, sometimes there were stalkers but i managed to keep out of trouble. But today, september 13 my birthday and first day of being junior high schooler.

Hot coffee for breakfast, i didn't notice 5 min. more i am late. When i got there my teacher was about to introduce the newcomer, suddenly he was like dazzling me and i looked like an idiot staring at him for a moment, he looks like a model with a perfect angel face but his eyes looks like he wanted to kill someone. I am going to take my lunch at the rooftop but he was there and sitting exactly where i used to sit.

"excuse me that's my place." i said flatly. And then he was dazzling again, the wind blew his-bronze with a shade of black- hair, he look at me and then smile. I didn't realize i was staring into him for about 30 seconds, while my lower lip fell. I looked like a total stupid idiot in front of him. I guess i couldn't get my eyes off him if he didn't speak.

"i'm sorry, i didn't know the teritory has been claimed"he answered. He's face was like in agony.

but before i could speak he was gone. I feel guilty.

At night , the nightmare of past is still in my head. I would never forgive him. My mom's husband died because of me-because of him. I treated him the most important person in my life but he just played with me, and threw me away when he's done.

hasnain malik is based in Islamabad, Federal Capital Area, Pakistan, and is an Anchor on Allvoices.
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