So you know my name,Dawn Lafford. I'm 16 years old. I live with my mom. sometimes. I kinda just bounce around places just trying to live my life. free. i stay the odd night at my mom's. where i am supposed to live. where all my things are. but other times i stay at my boyfriends. he's 17. he lives with his mom. i don't think she likes me all that much but she never says anything.
I work at mcdonalds. I wasn't going to school. i quit. but i finally know what i wanna do with my life so i'm going back in the fall. I wanna be a marine biologist.
I have a big family but we are all broken apart. My dad is an alcoholic. and if he finds out i wrote this down he will be very mad. but it's the truth and he knows it. we don't talk. at all. we don't visit either. and this is my fault but a choice more than a fault at all.
I have made so many mistakes. i've been called mom by some of my siblings. my ex boyfriend's family semi adopted me into their family. i hate my home life. everyday i go home and sit in my bedroom alone and listen to music and make everything think im a phsyco kid just living to die. but that's not true. at all.
i love life. but i'm scared. i live in the city where i don't want to be. i like the country. i love animals but if u look at me and my dark nail polish and my dark clothes and my faux hawk and my dark eyes you'd claim i was born to raise hell or something.
i'm a very nice person but people everywhere are so judge mental. i don't do cliques, which i seem to be finding more and more of in this blasted worl we live in. i tend to make peace with everyone but i am judged by everyone. for stupid reasons. i listent o the devils music or i dress like a boy or im too young to date or have sex. kids everywhere make these same mistakes everyday.
i say suck it the fuck up.
Because if i wait until i'm older to make these mistakes it could mean a lot more trouble for me. and others too.
i wake up and look in the mirror and think hey its just another day.