What Makes Up Your Inner Self?

Have you ever looked in the mirror and asked yourself the question,"Who am I?" Who am i really has been a question many young people start to ask themselves usually around the time of puberty. So many changes, so many faces.. staring at you, judging. Think back on those days when you were young. Think about your middle school days. Didn't you start to ask yourself, "What is this new feeling of self awareness and insecurity that I'm going though?" You may have started to close up and become more inverted... focusing on every little aspect of yourself.. questioning: "Am I really who I'm suppose to be?" "Why don't I feel like everyone else?" I went through this. I felt different. I started to think, "Am I just a body?.. or a soul trapped.. literally dying to come out and be free? Or am I just a brain with neurons and electrodes and all the things I've learned about in my science classes. Am I even special at all?" I pondered all these questions many times until suddenly it hit me (or whatever I was thinking "me" even meant at the time). So let me explain my new miraculous discovery...."Myself", aka "my human functioning brain sending trillions of signals to the rest of my body", thought I had it all figured out. But the thing is that my brain doesn't make up Me entirely, and my body doesn't either. There is something else inside. I so desperately wanted to pull out my inner self and know what was really making Me special and not just "another brick in the wall" as the famous Pink Floyd song would say. I new that if I could ask Myself questions like the ones I've been pondering all along than I must be more like 2 beings in one. If "I" could ask this.. and "Myself" could try to process what "I" was asking and come up with an answer for "Myself" than this had to mean something extraordinary!.. "I" is the brain part of me.. "Myself" has to be my "soul" or even something else way more powerful than "I" (my brain part of Me)could even imagine or comprehend. .. Nowadays I go along living my life knowing that there is always atleast two ways of seeing something. You too should know that you can use your brain, or u can choose to tap into an even deeper level and see deep into how your soul wants to behave. Let it speak and be free! Remember to be wild, spontaneous, creative, and act upon what you truly feel inside!.. you may have more in there than your own "I" originally thought you had! .....As I always say to Myself ...."Creativity is your souls voice speaking out! ..So let it be heard!"

- MandyLee4u