Desperate

I have been out of work for almost seven months. I am self-employed(A Farmer). I raise hens for laying eggs. I work for contractors who buy the eggs from me. I can't find a company who is hiring because of this recession. I have lost quite alot of things, my tractors, ATV, and now I am at risk of losing my home because when I had my hen houses bilt which costed over 700,00.00 dollars. I had to put my home and much more up for collateral. I owe the bank for the year of 2008 15,000.00 and I have to have 86,000.00 for the year of 2009, which is due in August, 2010. As you can see having hen houses, when they are in operation pays pretty well. I just leave it up to the Lord and I know he will provide a way for me and my family. I may lose my farm if it is God's will. I prayed so hard to have this farm when my husband became disabled in 2003. I was always a stay at home mom until then. This is the only way that I know how to provide the living that my family is used to. If anyone reads this, please pray for us. Send me a comment and I will deeply appreciate it.