I only began my freelance writing career a little less than a year ago. Last August to be exact. Every month I notice how my success of writing increase by almost double. Although it is exciting to watch my career grow so much, it also brings along much stress. After looking at my work load at the beginning of every month, I sit back and wonder, how will I ever get all this done? With all my doubts pushing me forward, I always manage to meet all my deadlines. Nothing beats the feeling of finishing the end of the month race. All my heard work has paid off. Then, I get to sit back and relax for about a day, when the whole race starts all over again. It just makes me wonder, if their will ever be a time my doubts become a reality and I don't meet my deadlines? I dread that day from coming.