I have for years as a stalker victim who became vulnerable put deluded for years and having been queer bashed for being moral most of my life, wondered if there is a hidden agenda in the NHS and police about bumping people off with what you should be able to call corrupt medical diagnoses. Do some people feel they can group up, overwhelm people who are innocent with their own permissive, socially popular lives, and crush the life out of them hinting they can only survive by sufferance, with corrupt medical diagnoses? I sometimes imagine them hounding someone innocent, sitting them in a chair for not fitting in and pulling big money, and saying:
"You're off to doctors. Something wrong with you. What diagnosis do you want? We know your type. You'll never survive. Do you want diagnosis of cancer, whooping cough, bandy legs? Do you want your legs chopped off to help you survive with better care? Have you breathing problems, or are you prepared to tell a white lie that you are schizoid or psychoid?" This is sick but I suspect it goes on round the dirty back as do corrupt police verdicts and deaths in custody. IPCC only now move onto the rot of years, suspect deaths in custody of those under mental health. A lot of mental health theory is to do with social punishment for not being conformist, or for being some successful bod's cup of tea. This is not ethical practice. Over recent years this has got worse. I have seen now Star press reports in Sheffield about social workers being criticised for removing kids from what they call 'problem families' of parents who may be merely vulnerable. I have dreaded this happening if I ever dared have kids. The society stigmatises the criticism, which may be valid. The area often has cutthroat talk in streets and libraries and churches, with dirty talk about people being hardly fit to be under shrinks, having low survival value if they are innocent, etc etc.
I have suspected reports on hospitals like Weston Park cancer NHS in Sheffield are flawed, giving out glowing verdicts when in fact some people in rare circumstances may be bumped off with corrupt diagnoses to get rid. I have a provisional enquiry in with IPCC, still feeling they have been allowing vulnerable murders in Barnsley for years, mentioning again stabbed death of vicar White, first put as murder than suicide nearly ten years ago, and mentioning too the strange coincidence of two early retired heads Dave and Annette from failing Kingstone school, dead in Barnsley hospital where mental nurses negated my right to life as stalker victim 12 years ago, and joked about poisoning people. I wondered if Dave and Annette were punished for not getting arrogant kids and families top results, and if they were seen as offensive for having money and status and if they were killed and put to sleep in NHS with coroner and NHS record cover jobs- this is only a few months ago in Barnsley Independent Press reports.
I have mentioned to IPCC similar misgivings about a Goldthorpe lawyer who locals said was a nice lad, liking reading in libraries, who was found stabbed a few weeks ago, but they did not ask if a criminal had stabbed him for knowing of a case, which is likely. They say his two young wives died of cancer. Have they been subject to the social punishment and estrangement I have found round here for years, saying that innocent moral ladies and gentlemen are low street cred, offensive to permissive success and society in general, and only fit to have fringe medical rights with corrupt diagnoses, to help them survive? Are they morally punished on a wing and a prayer, said to be having to survive as best they may in a world they do not fit into? Have they been touched off and punished for morals with corrupt cancer diagnosis in Goldthorpe? Have the lawyer's wives been poisoned and coroner reports touched up corruptly? Are there hidden Shipmans, undeterred by his case, practising in Barnsley and Sheffield NHS? Who knows what? Who preys on human vulnerability? I became object of hate to DSS Sheffield sick clerk Mawson who may be redundant now. He knew I was punished for church attendance and declared beliefs at home and said I was an offence to parents and in my hearing said I should not have been born and parents could go down the line for making me. He once said I would get it in the neck for being moral and legal. I therefore suspect the lawyer's wives may have been punished for old fashioned legal behaviour not conditioned by ruthlessness and money deciding what law is.
Yesterday I may have heard hard truth maybe confirming they corrupt cancer diagnoses, with the sick jokes in the street about types they hate -'all part of the illness, --- die with cancer ----- put to sleep' being a real indication of what, in hard times, doctors may be influenced to do. I heard jokes by library staff of putting to sleep living flesh in recent weeks in Wath and Sheffield libraries, I think. I told Emma Rotherham library manager but have no reply to e mail. A clerk told me that it is wrong but I know I heard it. I have heard sick remarks about those they see as disabled in libraries and remarks someone is spastic, maybe morally punshing me as I type.
I have been on a 265 bus from Sheffield last night, 29 Aug Wed, at 9.30 pm. A girl was on behind me at the back. She used her mobile to a contact and said:
"my mate died a few weeks ago at 14 - not sure what went on - they said she told GP she had stomach pains and they kept doing cancer tests - she died. I know of one similar they said died of cancer and left a kid. I am afraid of who can get at me in the house."
She looked a nice girl going to work or talking of work soon. She looked 16-18. Normal girl in a jacket. Did she suspect that her mate had been sex exploited and that she had just hinted to doctor she dare not use the word 'abuse' and allege - rough courts can send a victim to jail still - but that the word 'stomach pain' implied she was being abused? Did doctor fail to catch on and punish her morally, with diagnosis of cancer, and were the tests fabricated, like my mental health 'life in danger fear suffocation' cases notes were filthily corrupted as delusions in 2001-2009, after I panicked at a possible abduction attempt phone call asking me to name change and move back to Yews Lane, where I had been yelled at with menace he would get me, before attack in 98? The phone call in 2001, the date when mental health got me in Barnsley, was the same week as Collier Yews Lane murder.They are playing with life blood. Church egg them on round me. It is a dangerous money and class game.Church called recent Lincoln murder a mere tragedy. There has been no respect for little girls' and ladies birth certificates for years.
Are they corrupting up sex abused ladies with cancer and bumping them off, imitating Shipman , with supposed impunity, in this girl's area of Sheffield? They call you mental for hinting it is so. Who knows and permits what in the darkness of their minds? Will it be stopped and doctors called killers? I am repeating this report to Barnadoes. They recentlyreplied saying something I mentioned about a foreign finance scam e mail was probably not sex abuse linked in London. I expect reply from O Chantler, their rep. If this is true it shows hypocrisy of news when they put out on radio now that sex abusers get lie detection test. But newsreaders admitted recently they lie and told lies about age to get into theme parks. What dangerous lies am I hearing? Is murder the punishment for sex abuse hints, with false cancer diagnosis as the punishment for the supposed crime, the real truth behind headlines? It needs exposing and stopping if so and if courts allow it they should close.Murder is murder. I hate dirty round the back situations. It has to be ended.