I often report myself on All voices as allied with my case to major news reports on police malpractice, disrespect for life, ruthless practice and bad victim treatment. As said I was a stalker victim in 98 and socially punished for being old fashioned and conscientious for years, put as deluded, and as a criminal compen nabber, in Barnsley S Yorks. I was tortured by NHS and police in default of public safety, taking years to get apology, which I have only had for 3 years. This Nov it is too late to get compen for 3 year backdate period for legal action expires.
I have felt myself a minority round here are persecuted too by the philosophy of 'no pay for hard work', and punished by slander that it you are not some people's type of person, you are no better than a whore no matter how hard you work in Barnsley or elsewhere. I mentioned on All Voices a case of a lad -who did not get put under mental health for bad victim treatment-called G Byers, whose mother used to work for Sheffield diocese office as what he said was an 'ecumenical' worker. He started on placement, on rights of a fit and well lad, on New Deal, in Barnsley hospice shop in 2002, and was soon scuppered by gossip and a plot to get rid of him, which made him justifiably like a cat on hot bricks. He struck me as a fairly moral lad who would invite misunderstanding from Barnsley. As he worked, they stopped and started his money to persecute and torment him, and social workers joined in, taunting him he must take drugs and get preggie to survive. Hard screwing. He told me a horrific tale, at least what is a horrific tale to ears of any one decent, who would think it is tragic a young lad gets his life destroyed. He said that down near my yob attack in Worsboro-my case being Yewdale Feb 19 10.30 pm breakin in 1998- he had also been victim of rough thugs, in his case of more than one, who broke in to the house he and his mates shared down the road and fingered his chest with knives. He said to me "I suppose I could have died if they pressed but did not dare tell social workers." I found out social workers were as he said, ready to degrade right to life and common sense of lower income, non socially established innocent-natured adults, and ready to torture anyone speaking out against permissive culture, condoning those they saw as more 'normal'. They put me as deluded criminal victim until they apologised, and corrupt, indeed very dangerous, social work case notes were taken and lies told I had invited a council manager to my home and accused him of sex abuse.
Now Barnsley are listed on bus area news stands that you stand beside as having deplorable child social services which Ofsted came onto recently and overhauled. I have felt for years their child services are maybe bad due to my treatment as an isolated misunderstand naive adult. What if they had given a kid my ordeal for instance? They are what the Bible calls evil men and women, and getting money for unscrupulous practices. They are degrading adults who want to live good harmless lives and want to prevent them working to earn and establish themselves in life. It is what a lawyer in Foys called 'moral punishment.' which is utterly injust.
In 2002 I did what anyone decent would call good hard work, making insightful comments about possibly corrupt, profiteering and bad childrens' services in Barnsley, saying sensibly that my ordeal could happen to a kid, and Childrens' society must tighten, for stalkers could kill kids and must not be put as deluded attackers if they go for adults and are potentially able to kill them by suffocation if they resist sex. I hit deaf ears after sending many e mails where I asked them not to directly reply due to my embarrassment . The e mails went sent on the quiet from Priory Campus Barnsley computer rooms and from- possibly- college learning direct suite, as I recall.A social worker Stebbings ridiculously spat on these e mails, sent with good and sensible intent, and called me even more mental as Childrens' society irresponsibly put him up to do.
I have been aware of the tendency in a society that has become little better than an injust screw hole, to degrade innocent naive adults, not pay them for hard work, and slander them. How any more moral person, or person agreeing that society was better for access years ago, would see work by such as me and others I mention, is debatable. The unscrupulosity of not treating fairly such workers, morally bashing and not paying them, is deplorable and trust destroying. Adults get used for money and cannot have homes, marriages and kids. It is tragic. Noone feels shame or initiates decent adult discrimination services to get it stopped and instil fair practice and get us access.
Today I got off a train in Doncaster, the one heading for Cleethorpes. I felt- after what I heard man say, ie: a lad who may be in his late 20s- that my insights are proven correct again. He stood up for me to take the seat, in reserved carriage section as I was on my pass. He began to speak on his mobile to a mate or business contact, saying he had made a multipage Power point presentation for a business venture. He spoke like some students I was with and knew in Durham univ in the 80s used to speak, sounding to have a bit more business edge than me. I thought of how I learned Powerpoint presentations and passed adv ECDL units about 5 years ago but have less business access than he sounded to have.Then I learned he too was being socially done for money maybe when he said his bank were on his tail down the phone line as he spoke, and this afternoon would get his account into chaos if he had not paid in more. I wondered if he was asking a debt lender or mate for he agreed to have money sent. He obviously was doing a business job. If this was a voluntary job, he was doing hard work on these presentations and should be paid benefit? If employed he exemplified one of those rare cases where they see someone as different and naive and withhold wages, breaking laws that apply to all, or should apply to all. A girl Davina spoke of similar treatment in Barnsley Eldon centre a few years ago, saying 3 work places had lied and libelled her as a trouble causer. I had a false reference in MOD Sheffield office temp job in 1991, saying I was brilliant and would get a good reference, then libelling me to jobcentre as having attitude problems for no sound reason. They do it to certain types. A girl had an employment discrim case she said, with papers beside her in Swinton library last week. They do it to certain types. She said her case was being handled by Howells. It is sick.
This lad on the train then said as I got off that it was all people politics and how they treated some. He must not feel he can use such firms as Howells for employment discrimination if it is a matter of withheld wages if he has even heard of them.. I have had cruel treatment in Barnsley and other places in my life, with innuendos that I am not fit for welfare protection unless I am their type of person, with ignorant abuse that I should not have sick after I nearly died in a freak attack and was tortured for years by statutory services.
I felt when beside this lad on the train it was a hard adult world and he may protect me like a kid if I told him my ordeal, and say like me he was not into sex and people should pay him for doing work. It is a sick job if he has to get into civilised debt. I felt in a decent world the church would pay him if he hit such discrimination but they are so hard in my area they would have starved and whored me and G Byers maybe if we had always insisted on working voluntarily under our own steam in the hospice shop, notorious for C Payne whore madam scandal, with church involved, years ago. She went to prison. Parts of the area are still keen to do this, marginalising young innocent adults they dislike and trying to get them to whore and abuse their own self respect. It is sick and evil. Noone stops them. It has gone on for years. Hopefully the state protect those they go for, under sick rates at least. Or otherwise all they have is family. They- understandably to anyone decent-just senselessly crack up innocent adults they go for.
I wondered in a sense if I was in a church aiming for charitable and just financial practices, I could be made to give the lad on the train some of my disabled money to stop him getting into debt. It would be hard. My ordeal slowed me down. People just do not do that, adults assume their own independence. He presumably has a family. You are afraid to speak. Human ruthlessness and how they use money and irresponsibly discriminate makes it that yhard a job. G Byers told me in hospice shop in 2002 that his mates largely saw him to feed a bit and one day they forgot and his legs collapsed beneath him at a young age. I insecurely offered him essential money for meals off my sick as I stood behind a desk. Manager told him to skip it on his skateboard. I knew I must not see an adult starve. He was responsibility of adult social services, but they failed him. Once I assumed I had eaten enough when on dole in Worsboro 54 Yewdale and misjudged it and fell on Barnsley Sheffield Rd corner where I later got stalked from at the end of 97 with remarks 'I will get you' by a black jacketed youth. I suffered like Gary from bad employment practice and failure of my area to keep me in safe employment where I would not have been on a knifeedge for money.
These people have to be made to pay adults who are innocent or religious the same as others. They are degrading adult respect and not paying for work. You knew as a young kid some in school classes were more ruthless then yourself and lied. Teachers who did good practice told them off. Adult life with no good authority around in offices and other work environments,makes it easier for the unscrupulous to get one over on the innocent and moral, and to slander them into the bargain. They get away with blue murder. Noone stops them.When you face them out, and they realise you are more scrupulous, the best answer you will get is that it is all part of a complex adult world where people can hurt each other and as such that is just what happens to innocent adults on the hush hush. That is how bad it is...