My sons have been exposed to abuses and neglect of the worst kinds by CTDCF and the New Hampshire DOJ. Senator Kelly Ayotte participated in this attack, while the opiate addicted former stret girl, whose sister formerly worked at the Meriden Courthouse, allowed for the denial of court transcripts and extreme bias to the point where my oldest son Ryan wound up in a coma due to physical neglect. Connecticut also hid from me a major drug bust and other crimes by my children's half-brothers. The Caucasian mother and her older sons from a previous relationship, also Caucasian have enjoyed the protection of the Meriden PD and Connecticut Courts, along with the protection of Judge Pamela Albee in Conway New Hampshire. These older sons were arrested for home invasions, burglary, drug possession, assault and vandalism, among other things. Even with all of that before Judge Albee, she and former NH State Police's John Pickering, then Chief of Police, Madison, NH malisciously prosecuted me for filing reports of abuse against my sons(s). Calls to the NHDOJ and then AG Kelly Ayotte were ignored and I was painted to be the bad one, not the opiate addicted mother who had relations with officers in Connecticut and New Hampshire. My being African American played a huge roll. Former Boston FBI supervisor Jay Fallon would call me twice by phone and tell me four things: 1. The Boston FBI is not going to help you. 2. You don't have enough money to sue Pickering. 3. The Boston FBI is not going to arrest John Pickering. 4. You should record any further conversation with Pickering. This all began in 2006 and the Boston has followed through with Fallon's threat, they do nothing! I have filed a claim with the CT Claims Commissioner intending to sue the state and have named new Hampshire agencies and employees as co-conspirators. Please visit Youtube and search Michael Holman Redress to view my interview with State House Rep Kevin Avard with the Redress of Greivance COmmittee who have reached out to help bring justice recently.