Anyone else but me hate it when they put round gossip of those they hear of having ordeals from as high as univs, saying the poor victim who hears nowt, but bad street gossip, has 'phoned so and so' 'said so and so to so and so' 'being supported by paid up so and so? It disgusts me/ They should be criminalised for corrupt immaturity at least in a moral sense as where they are told off by tough teachers and bosses. The small person in the middle, the honest legal vulnerable, is merely played with, the object of those high up perverts who use the mouth for either sex abusing, or vainglorious gossip, messing about with intentional honesty, self knowledge, any decent perception of the victim as legal. It is shameful.
But it is the name of the game that often those at the top are hardened criminals, hardened to their game, linking to other career criminals, finding themselves very nice. They turn criminalising on the innocent, convinced they are perfect, that is is bona fide practice to put bad corrupt police on to torture the innocent, and lie about them. They feel it is best to sit on the safe side of the fence, telling the innocent victim they really should join in, and accept their nice packages. Packages that to anyone trying to develop any maturity, kindness, morality and honesty despite their faults, look like greasy packets of dirty flies, tied up and presented with intent to make you as big a son of hell as they are.
It is shocking how the level of evil at the top increases, and how anyone genuine becomes the subject of pervy minded top officials and contacts, object of their vulgar speculation, with coarse speculation that they are maybe a liar, and aghast shock when some begin to back them after years of suffering with the human rights, power and money their debased and selfish selves understand, reinforcing your total honesty all your life. Insult to any level of adult integrity, like torturing an honest kid to death with bad money and power like a hatchet held over the head, to chop dead for failing to conform to arrogant and conscientiously blind practices, and outward success.
I have myself, tortured as a criminal and visited by unscrupulous ex graduate friends from Durham univ in the 80s, visited in Cancer research Barnsley as Durham univ threatened to charge me, a virgin innocent stalker molested near murder victim, kicked deluded by wicked people in Barnsley NHS and police for years, for harassment, have survived the dregs of human evil at the top. I am categorically brain damaged but not diagnosably. My brain slows down due to years of NHS deluded abuse and maltabletting, unable to them to be allowed to feel the memory of the stalker in 98. I suffer in computer rooms and libraries, appalled at the emotional violence and rough talk of the staff, and failure to do any real work. I get mild headaches on buses. I hear threats to kill on S Yorks buses. The univ heard my ordeal and sent ex friends, mainly professing Christian, as I knew them, doing well professionally, to spy on me not even asking if I was safe, before the NHS put safety checks on ten years late. They were called adult. I get paranoid. I have been effectively stalked again, like a dirty living shop girl, by them. One a vicar's daughter who should know better than to look at disabled virgins with past education like her, as if they are whores at a cash till. It is shameful how evil these people became and what Godless paths they took in life, to look at the hard worked vulnerable, who have worked steadily and raised money and produced work when society has let them, as if they are worthless and should be punished for not conforming to the people and bad practices who kept them themselves where they are. They must have lost consciences years ago and be blind to the dreadful human behaviour you see, knowing that to talk in a more sheltered way, showing they have social identifiers with the rough and criminal, like the right car, house and bank balance, gets them acceptance, cheap as that acceptance is. That sickened me as attitude when I was in school, even Christian teachers playing it cool, praising up bad behaviour in a sense, and sexy talk that appalled me, if the people would be socially offended by anyone appalled at them. All for money. I got abused for years. I was called the name I was abused by near in Sheffield today. They hear what I put on C of E answerphone head office London I think.
It would be lovely if these univs and others had morals and knew better than to drag the names of the innocent through the mud. I have never dared marry and have kids due to bad money and practices they glorify. I have heard a name uttered about a lad who married when I left univ in 86-7 and was part of Cambridge Christian Fellowship and he and wife, keeping in with the ball game and saying the right thing to a corrupt society, came to spy on me in disabled charity work as did a legal worker who was trained in Durham and Cambridge. They were very full of themselves, laissez faire, and slick. I was appalled at how the system had let them develop. Some of these people have got so bad they would rest in luxury whilst an old lady or kiddie was left to rot for weeks in a mews apartment or a ditch.
Honesty gets you nowhere. Dave Cameron says those on dole need lit and num training. I have been on it for years, on sick since they tried to see me dead since 2001. I am an English graduate, who wicked people in my area Barnsley have spoken about in my hearing as if I have bent dirty tooth in the mouth saying 'Eng-ish' like a subliterate speech errored whore. They call these perverse capitalists adult. God help us. What a world for a loved honest kid's head to come out into I do not think....