"So here we have arrived at the time of dying. The time of end and beginning; What to make of this scene laid before my feet. I’ll tell you lover, Ill tell you lover the story of my little song bird gone a stray from her watchful hawks gaze. Let me pull you from the blood bath you are in to hear with just your ears. Let your mind see what I see, my pain my hurt. I loved you so fully, so profoundly that I could not keep in my own mind how lovely you are. I had to tell you every day, Every moment. Yet you found time to disappear from my wondering eyes. Listen. LISTEN. Listen to me now, We had it all, we had everything we could ever ask for. A love, a house, a family. Family that had just two… You would never let me have your child. Wait… wait. WAIT now; listen, you had to through it all away didn’t you. Toss it like it was a dead animal. Waiting to rot like the rest of us. With this…. Fungus. This infectious lustful piece of fowl dirt you have dead beside you now. How do you think this made me feel? How… Low and dead I was inside from the moment I saw this dogs face in my window. Yes lover I watched many months before this moment here. Shush, don’t try and tell me a thing… I love you… I love the way your face is perfect… the softness of your touch. Every breath you take. The very small golden flakes of joy in your blue eyes. Now… You are dirty… Filth. Now, from now on… I will tear your flesh off and devour it… So you can never leave or hurt me again. You will be mine and only mine and if I can not have you… Well… Your will will be mine… you have no choice other then this. I will treat you like the filth you have become. I will tie you to the wall of my basement and keep you like wine. Perhaps you will get better with age as such misery has proven before. Like my mother did to me… So now. Suffer as I did."