Flirtation? Crush? Emotional Affair?
Confused? Yeah, me too. Pretty weird huh? Anyway, in our daily basis we always feel those emotions in certain things that occurs at some point in our lives. We mostly feel this when we’re at work, school, in a relationship, family, towards a friend and sometimes randomly. And there are times when things get rough in the way that we automatically feel the depression and frustrations which sometimes we’re mixed emotions or dilemmas. Unutterably, undefined, it’s like it’s at the tip of our tongue but still can’t really say the word.
When you flirt, what do you feel? It’s good right? Butterflies in the stomach.. and feel like sweating and give more of what you got but when everything doesn’t go right, does it still feel good? Would you still flirt? Then it turns out to be a crush and you start giggling like some chicken then you start wearing daring clothes wherein almost half of your body is naked or attempting just so he would notice you? And when you actually succeeds on making him hook up with you and then everything goes smoothly good, and so the dating becomes more often. It sure feels even better, right? Then, it’ll be intense and more intimate, and it definitely feels good! So you’re happy, you’re in love and all that. But how long will it last?
Then all of a sudden, your boyfriend starts being cold? Because he’s not contented anymore in having sex with you? Or he wants more than what you can offer like in Free Pussy? Or want some other girl like Alexis Texas in Free Mobile Porn Videos that keeps his horns up for 48 hours? Does it still feel good? Of course NOT, right? So you start thinking, I mean over-thinking and feel anxious. Suspecting him having an affair with someone else, then you feel jealous, insecure and you don’t want to admit it, then you get emotionally distressed, you call your trusted friend and cry while telling all the story, the drama and all the other crap. Then after telling it all to your friend, she pretends to listen eagerly and fakes her concern because you’ll soon find out that she herself (your friend) is the one who’s having an affair with your boyfriend! Then when your boyfriend knocks on the door and you open it, you start asking him questions and you get so emotional that you keep slapping him and hitting him while you're in tears breaking you down then after the fight he breaks up the relationship with you for some reason you don’t understand that leaves a big question mark; “He doesn’t love me?!” Next thing you know, you’re alone and being self-pity with a broken heart.
That’s the time where you get all this mixed-up emotions and you can’t straighten up yourself and all of a sudden you needed time and some good people around you to help you get over it, stand up from where you fell and pull yourself together. Then when you’re already calm and thinking; inch by inch you start putting the pieces together; answering your questions.. what have gone wrong? Was it you? Or him being a complete jerk? Was it you who gave everything and anything to maintain the relationship? Or was it him who made an affair with your “bitch” friend just to satisfy his needs? Then your “bitch” friend says that they’re just friends and they’re just hanging-out? Then you get even more upset that you nearly want to kill her or at least slap on the face.
Remember that life isn’t perfect nor any human beings for that matter, we feel these mixed-up emotions when we struggle to know the truth or in depth of a situation that you’re not liking. ‘Coz if you don’t feel or show these emotions then you’re boring and abnormal. These are just things that prove we’re human and it’s not always easy to handle our emotions when it affects ourselves and the relationships. And sometimes we tend to hurt ourselves more in the process, by not accepting the reality and being bitter. If you don't have friends or simply no one to talk to, start going out more often. Go to some places where you’ll meet new people but then, be careful ‘coz not everybody is “human”, some are non-human and just putting their mask on, if you know what I mean. However, if you can’t take any more of everything, consult a psychiatrist/psychologist or a guidance counselor. If that doesn’t work, blame your doctor and put him in jail together with Zohan, so they can cut each other’s hair. xD