Sheffield, murder on buses? Care says bed at 6?

Babes in Wood Scandal was ultimate version of how human isolation and neglect lets people kill each other. People can be very big headed and selfish. if some one is in the dirty money and social popular culture, getting pats on the back from people in in crowd who their low consciences cannot see as the dubious people they are, they say they have big right to life. But if an innocent person is left out of big money for conscience reason they slander, and if attacked, turn it on them and criminalise the innocent.

Murder and crime are socially identifiable concepts, no longer moral concepts. They are not longer said to be crimes in eyes of God. I have speculated if two socially unidentifiable people, previously innocent and good, turn strange, and one kills the other, would society bother? Would they identity such a murder in a remote field, say, as immoral or wrong? Or would the people be said to have just vanished, as unidentifiable by society, as when bad teachers tell a raped disliked school girl to run away and vanish forever. How unscrupulous and inhumane is the system and does such isolated murder occur?

Last night I was on a bus in early evening Meadowhall and a lad said to another words to effect he had heard of murder on the quiet saying:

"was murdered, found sock/leg ...."

Who had heard of this. Was it not identified as murder? Who cared? How low are courts?

We live in an unscrupulous society where very horrible people become socially attractive although they are capable of horrific versions of abuse, slander and selfishness, negating the common humanity and similar brain power of the innocent who see the unattractiveness of their behaviour. I myself have suspiciously been said to be 'not thought much of' jobwise and socially in life although when younger nicer people said I was clever. I have found people in Barnsley in the last 20 years through a church so unscrupulous and lacking in common humanity that if you do not join in corrupt selfish professional behaviour they cannot talk to you about memory of having done well on the quiet in better years yourself.

A man keeps popping up on buses in Fox Hill etc saying is an amateur newscaster and saying he knows the criminal register. Professionals are criminals and slanderers nowadays.He says criminals poison food causing heart attacks etc. Court letting them. Possibly true -for court now is wondering if they can let drug dealers off. They see them as higher street cred than me by far.

And then if a person has little permissive money people get so bad for capitalist sleazy conformity they say their brain is abnormal round me and treat them to mental knock out. All unscrupulous and back street mentality. Inhumane. This very week I got dirty e mail asking if I was not just 'said sorry to' about not being deluded about a stalker, apology coming after 10 years in 2010, but e mail from Barnsley services wondering if -after years of charity work- profiting coffers not paying me ten pence; and after a year writing for publishers who benefit- I now suffered dementia. Sleazy illegal kicking in the head. You see with your own eyes some bad workers get on. They appoint some bad police and court officers and it is sick.

In 2001 Barnsley PCT were so criminally irresponsible holding me as deluded victim they wondered if I wanted bed at 5 pm. I heard on bus now a lady in Sheffield said that bad carers put old people to bed at 5 in their own homes as if innocent moral people cannot even see the house walls. Sick.

I wore a lovely dress when I was in and came out of the ward in 2001: in a good world I could well have married and had a kid the year after. I know a successful business lad from church who said he cracked up in 2009/10 and went in to ward 12 weeks like me, and now he has a snazzy girlfriend and they are back in fast track lives unlike the very innocent like me. How they get on, surface impressions succeeding...

They put old in bed now I heard at 6 in Sheffield as if kicking in memory of Blackpool ballroom, so to say. In a sense it is like my case- as you get older you are seeing society get more sleazy and unscrupulous, feeling it is no longer fit to live in often. They play with motives, letting nicer people in the past somewhat rate your brain, and then you see these motives that you mustered in the past, motives to achieve and do anything hit the brick wall of a permissive system where innocent do not see sex and intrigue often used to get big jobs. Like hitting a brick wall, or as some say, scratching the surface. Ethics are in the gutter. Bad people influence bad. You speak out and in some cases the ignorant say get ect and disrupt what should be healthy human lives, or they even say 'one more word and you are dead'.

I hope it gets better. But rot is in too deep. They seem to stop one bad thing, then replace it with another. NHS trusts have been exposed as corrupt but the remedy is merely to give it over to private so no good comes of it in the long run. You only have to be grateful you keep alive. Blood money is right to life and brain power round here. Nothing is stopping that ...