Legal suicide? Stabbed in or dead of cancer cases?

I have my self as a victim of abuse become increasingly aware of abusive comments and accepted ideologies in Barnsley and S Yorks in general. The area has gone morally downhill for years. So much corruption has evolved, even in churches where in my area a vicar was pulled out stabbed and put as suicide in recent years, once unheard of.

In terms of corruption it is true that educational corruption can link to legal corruption....

Educators say now in Metro mag they are pressured to rig results to please Ofsted. But I have felt amongst educators in Barnsley St Georges who called me mental and abnormal despite me having a degree like them, that they abuse you due to you not being corrupt. I have suspected due to increasing capitalism in education results in Sats are fixed and teachers get the best A levels for their kids since they are in the money. I managed to get a near perfect score at update GCSE maths in our Dearne Valley College in 2006, on intermediate syllabus but suspected that as someone vulnerable they corrupted my entry for OCR computers web design. The tutor was coming onto disabled and some in evening group slagged her off and called her or me an mental old cow but she passed my coursework for 2 level as okay to send off and pass. Then it came back fail with examiners saying coursework missing. I could not get full enquiry on but suspected corruption. I recently queried a grade 8 theory self entry music exam with Royal Schools that I felt I may have just passed, but their remark process does not allow anything other than process check. I am having tuition to pass and have to pay off disabled. I still feel education has been far more corrupt than usual in the last 20 years or so as socially round me plummeted to moral dregs. A group of lads were saying this on a bus the other week.

If corruption and intrigue and lies have become name of game in education, is it not true that medical corruption may have arisen in such years? I heard last week of another horrific headline in Barnsley Chronicle saying a well liked easy going lawyer trained in Peace and Co Wombwell was found stabbed to death in stomach -as when vicar N White of Barnsley was found in recent years. Wife of vicar was suspected then he was put as suicide. All suspicious. I made report on the vicar case to IPCC- after they got apology to me from S Yorks police in 2010, saying I was not deluded as stalker victim, with life in danger for years. They said if I had evidence they killed Nick W, with stabbing, tell them. But I had no evidence and never met him. Just know a church member in Barnsley St Georges nearly killed wife in 2002 with stranging attempts with near impunity and church gossipped it was okay to cannibalise missionaries. All as Bible says, behaviour of wicked men, that in the church itself. And my case, held deluded with no respect for life, made me feel it was possible N White had been killed on the quiet in hatred for being weak with depression. He had been training like me in Dearne Valley college, in his case as a teacher. So what went on?

My case was extensive police corruption on disrespect for life. I told them to go out when death threat gangs outside my home in 2002 were threatening each other; they listened to me telling my fears about my own case and fears for others, and said tortuously I was 'no sooner born than gone'. The corruption was from church and others, with top CID saying I was deluded, with life in danger, after I told police to go out before 3 murders (as I blurted out in fear, could area go to murder). But I failed to motivate them to patrol. Corruption on disrespect for life to those society rejects and dislikes. Play on right to life, with corrupt mental health too. Dirty work, where honest sentences of innocent adults are kicked in gutter by supposedly nice people.

They say round here that innocent people die young. I was morally punished in school years ago in Darfield near Goldthorpe. My dead aunt told me I may have anorexia or eat my hair when I did not and said I may be socially rejected and left to die outside like when Eskimos throw out their old. Have the wives of the dead lawyer been thus treated, played on heavily more than some did with me, and corrupted under doctors like toys to play with? Mawson of DSS said once I was easy to play with. Were the wives of the dead lawyer just instances of how little the area cares woman have nice faithful marriages? Would my aunt have thus spoken to them? Would they have been seen as weak and worthless adults as some perversly describe me? Would they if stalked within inch of their lives, have been seen as socially something to punish and been seen flying from Darfield church like skinny five year olds, screwed to death? My aunt once told me when young I may not survive,. when I was well. They rig abortion papers now, selective breeding etc....Bus ads near me have shocking posters about those contraception implants, stopping all kids being born if they can...... Did doctors think take right to life away from the lawyer and his wives?

The Goldthorpe legal man was said to be just a lad round town apart from his work, going round reading. The man who whistle blew on NoW was said to be easy going, found dead like Whitney, put as suicide. At first some felt he may have been killed?... The Goldthorpe report says that man had 2 wives die and was found stabbed in stomach a week ago. The wives died very young of cancer. I have heard remarks in culture here that very innocent or traditional women, not given to sleeping about, are fit to live only on sufferance, not be given proper medical rights, and are not fit to see doctors. I have had it said about me I think. They use the expression 'die with cancer'. I have had subconscious fear for years they will get me to a corrupt GP, use power and money and punish me for not fitting in,and corrupt up notes I am dying with cancer, and put me in Weston Park cancer hospital. Then poison me off- as when a mental nurse team Slater and Bernie rumoured in 2001 in Barnsley NHS wards it was okay to poison people off. My aunt once told me that I would incite hatred and someone may put poison in my coffee somewhere round about. They do . That is so true. A Doncaster top science doctor Booth thus poisoned his own wife in recent years. Sick. Wicked. But in human heart to do it.

I wondered if the wives of the Goldthorpe lawyer had been tortured with ideas that they are unfit to have a GP and were alive thus on sufferance, as I have been morally punished under mental health as subhuman and marginalised. They may have been told to invent cancer diagnoses, put as 'on the way out' to morally punish, and then poisoned off. The lawyer man may have known that and been made to keep quiet. He may have suicided but I would suspect he was killed. Goldthorpe is knowing repeat killings. I have heard remarks in Doncaster to 'knive in my neck' in interchange escalator area last year. I have heard remarks in culture, due to hatred caused by my speak out about a dangerous stalker, that it is best to 'do in her stomach, her legs, her back'. I heard of Carrfield teacher having back broken by educator. I have had threats to take off my legs if I sign consent form in Easy PC workshop in 2002 who were made to say sorry. All playing with human anatomy.

I have heard of a recent court case where a mentally ill isolated couple won against care worker abuse where the lady was nicked from. The man was said to be amputee. It is shocking to me that such ideology exists, but some medical thinking is so sick they say an innocent moral person is sick as a pig and fit to get better care if they are made amputee. I think this is dehumanising thinking but some are low enough. Sad state of the human heart and medical ethics.

I have also heard remarks in culture that is is okay to 'do in' someone's stomach if hated.

Have they fulfilled police remarks to me, as 'no sooner born than gone', in case of the lawyer, now dead? Has he been killed in moral hatred by police, judicial, another lawyer, or criminal, whose case he was on ? If by a criminal police understandably do not want to go near, in case he turns on another in their field of work, but where is truth?

Coroners' courts are corrupt. They let people bump off babies- with corrupt cot death notes put down for years. They give out an agenda that everyone is 'very nice', but it is true culture can be wicked, and if they choose to isolate someone they hate for their stance, bad power and money can be used to initiate a murder, with black hearted corruption, with coroner tipped the wink to corrupt evidence and go along with letting a supposedly important killer, part of popular culture, be used as agent of assassination. With people identifying with the humanity of the assassin, using him or her to kill what they hate, that may be innocent, with undercover murmurs like 'chuck him in the canal will yer?' or 'not fit to live' or 'one more word and you are dead' etc.

All using a bad person as agent of assassination, identifying more with the assassin's humanity than with the vulnerable innocent. All with the psychology of 'play it our way and we protect your lifeblood, object and we see you as offence and less important than a killer, so drop dead in dreamland'..I was referred by ex Darfield teacher M Jones' husband and her to Best law Sheffield in 2002/3, who corrupted up I was deluded victim and refused to tackle NHS. They were so low it took years for NHS to say sorry and then they duplicitously lied and said I should have got apology years ago when Sackson, Best mental law, refused to help. I was helpless. She and the Jones lawyer, linked to my ex univ Durham who threw me message of assassination in 2008, saying any more mention to Alumni office of deluded victim ordeal and I was criminalsed, allowed Sackston to break even mental law for victims of abuse. Likely it is easy for top legal and police and court circuits to kill a lawyer round Goldthorpe as worthless if old fashioned and legal. Sheffield sick clerk Mawson once told me I would get trouble for being legal and honest. They all link. Mawson implied a few years ago legal innocent were moral offence to society and should not be born, and put themslelves down.

I suspect coroner can be put up to cover job a legal murder with undercurrents of knowing that he has been killed. Likewise with the vicar case. People can be very wicked and know on the quiet they can put out that murder is socially evil, but it is okay to rig the odd one on the quiet. They call it 'getting rid'....

The vicar handling Barnsley funerals has been R Evans. He once told me after I told him of family cruelty for going to church, going along with bad money and power, that I was unfit to boil a kettle. All suspect ethics. He may know suspect cases lie under his sod. My own cousin S Mcmillan Darfield, ex teacher and sister in law of famous poet Ian, implied I had no right to safety in Dad's house after stalker attack in 98 before my criminal victim deluded ordeal of years. She has been writing for church graveyard committee; as I say, what is under the sod and who knows what?

The law firm initially training the dead stabbed man was Peace and Co Wombwell, near the force CID who tortured me to death and implied I nicked as they took prints, implying more mention of stalker risked prison. Death warrant. Lower than protection of prisoner rights given to Ian Bradey child killer. Has the dead lawyer been thus morally assassinated and seen as lower than killers, dying in all forgiving manner to please them? Would he mind?

I told Peace and Co ex legal lady sec, at least I think it was them who employed her, that I had come home in danger in 98 at porch of Darfield church and P Bentley just ignored me. She ran Mothers Union and her ethics were that low. The Goldthorpe child murder has sympathy given to parents, killers, not to dead kid. Who is getting rid of what and who calls individuals so worthless they are fit to drop dead as less important than a fly? All like a massive network of abortion and ideology of human worthlessness. Sick. Hope it sorts out. But doubt it.