In the Name of Internet (Mobile) Love. By Abdul Haye Amin.
The best of my seasonal compliment of your beauty that today I can rest in peace by losing you rest of my entire life as natural tree or plants always refresh every season often seen in Bangladesh chance every two month.
And therefore please do not be surprise by my nature of attitudes toward your love I may never In life shown you how much I ever loved you by knowing you in my life! Every night I drew your picture without, pen or papers in my hearts of 'Monar Aynai Jay Na Maja?' , That I can’t show no ones else in life.
But today I fears of beyond my imagination of losing you my dear.
In every Generation one is not bound to have all the joys in live as you may have ever wished in life!
Everything in life nothing is duty tax free but there are still those natural things which must be share with someone else beyond other imaginations as every one has his or her own share of sorrow of pains to bear in life. Some fail to cope in life and suicide or dies by committing offences others strives and struggles to survive within the mean of the States Law.
You may be financially sound and physically aright today to ignore my Internet communications but may be lacking on the emotional psychical side effect, as blinks of eyes your thought intent to enjoy in life which was beyond my tastes.
Finding your E-Mail address among all the addresses in a Internet dating website was my crimes of offences to communicate at all other than to go to nearest Church for not his or her love but to worship in love?
Nistur Bandhu therefore today it gave me the opportunity of traffic signal of green light s of pleasure to say I have some one other side of the oceans to hold on. But it was a fake dream and hope I thought will last forever.
And therefore also believe to have a honest, trust worthy and God fearing one like you and why don't we give ourselves a Internet trial on pen pal relationship at all? That was my disability of faith in almighty Lord without the tablets Zyprexa my God.
Finally pray that our God should guide and protect you and I as you replied my E-mail as I was over the moon and was very happy to give you my picture of myself and told you all about my background with hope of having you as my future dream. Today I realised my broken dream.
Far from my arm and out of reach, Internet digital communication sorry to hear you have chosen to build the natural wild nest after many years of Internet blinds communications far from my eyes sights!
In the name of Lord, I trust, since you left my self alone to wound in the street of digital Internets relationships, to seem beauty like you in this temporary world of lust. I beg my Lord what was my disability in relationship I never seek to destroy myself live alone?
My best friend Shahida Begum Dina, from Somos Pur, Jogonnath Pur, Sunamgoinj, Bangladesh promised me I should never fall in Internet blinds love, I will cry rest of my entire life, I thought, He or she ever was wrong given me advice I should never fall in Love? But arranged marriage is the answers in traditional way of modern life to hold on to.
But I ignored the critical advices I thought, I was very smart in Internet Telecommunication in Love. But today, I realised my friendship with Shahida Begum Dina gave me free advice not to interfere with no one but to seek almighty Lord salvation in love but I thought was enemy of myself without having tablets ‘Seroxat’ to be taken five times a days. By ignoring my best friends Shahida Begum Dina advice today cost my life with 17.5% V.A.T. to divorce my relationship in the court of Justice my Lord.
Please don’t make second mistakes as my self searching through the Internet for friendship ever in life. May Lord bless those who ever fall into ‘Oceans of Love’ by knowing they can ever swim as Prophet Baby Mosa or Ibrahim with shadow of your love in shade and guide them to true path of Journey which they will glorify you as Lord ‘Allah’ rest of entire life, before they ever build the permanent home in the graveyard alone without, any lovers or loves until day of Judgement to answers in life beyond his or her imagination in culture, in heritage, in revelation in life how did in this world spend time other than your ‘Name’ in your presences of my Lord?
...Written in memory of Mrs. Shahida Begum Dina,(3109), C/o. Mr. Soyod Firuz Ali, Somos Pur, Rosulgoinj Bazar, Jogonnath Pur, Sunamgoinj, Bangladesh. In the Name of Internet (Mobile) Love. May Lord bless Dina for advice we should never afford to ignore our friendship advice in our life those who ever call true friend will never fail or lose but remain dignity and credit for.